At the beginning of summer, I was shopping for a new bag. I found one I completely fell in love with, but I didn’t buy it. It was an impractical color (meaning: it wasn’t black) and it was $90. I have looked at purses for the last 2 months and still couldn’t find one that I wanted. Because of $90, I spent most of the summer without a new bag.
I tried to settle for a plain bag, a practical one, but I wasn’t happy. I kept thinking about this one, wanting this one. Finally, this week, I went and bought the damn thing. Thank Goodness they still had one. It’s perfect. It’s beautiful, it’s big enough without being too big, it has enough pockets, the shoulder strap fits over my shoulder if I want to carry it that way – which I rarely do – but it’s short enough that I can carry it in my hand. Did I mention it’s beautiful? It is. It makes me happy to look at it. In fact, it’s hanging on the handle of the door where I can see it from my sofa. Where my laptop and I are currently, writing this. (Though the picture of it was taken while it was lying on my bed so I could take a good picture with my phone camera.)
Darlings, you should never settle. Not for purses, not for dinner, not for apartments, not for jobs, definitely not for women. I believe you should get exactly what you want and what makes you happy. I’m not suggesting that you should go barefoot until you can afford $1,100 Christian Louboutin boots, especially if you are a student and/or young, but surely you can hold off until you can afford the $120 Nine West pair instead of buying $50 boots that will hurt your feet and you’ll hate?
How many times have you said to yourself, or heard someone else say, that this particular thing was “good enough”? Probably lots. You might even convince *yourself* that it’s good enough, that it’s the right thing. You will know if it’s not. (Unless, of course, you have commitment issues but that’s a whole other post.)
Wait for the right thing. Wait for the right job. Wait for the right woman. Especially wait for the right woman. Relationships that are only so-so have tendency to go bad and that’s not good for you, that’s not good for your self-image and you can do better. Wait for the right girl.
I’m not telling you to hold out for perfection. There are no perfect women. There are, however, women who are perfect *for you.* Don’t let anyone tell you that you have to fix all manner of things before you’re acceptable to date. You’re fine. You will meet someone who can deal with your flaws, just as you’ll have to deal with theirs. You will meet someone who thinks that twirling your hair is cute rather than annoying. You’ll find someone who thinks your obession with grammar and punctuation is … well, if not cute then at least not crazy. You’ll find someone who thinks that going to Graceland on vacation is a great idea. Whatever your quirk is, you’ll eventually meet someone who likes it, or at the very least thinks it isn’t a deal breaker.
You will find someone who is right for you. You’ll know if it’s right. I think that if we pay attention, we all have the warning signs that someone isn’t right for us. We just ignore them. Stop ignoring yourself. Listen to what your intuition is telling you. And stop settling. You deserve to have it all: intellectual stimulation, great sex and romance. Not to mention fabulous bags and expensive boots!
The Femme Fairy Godmother is the alterego of a Michigan femme who loves to give (mostly unsolicited) advice to everyone regardless of sexual orientation. Also, the FFG has an overwhelming urge to mother everyone. And by mother I mean tell you how to live your life.
LB_Boi
August 4th, 2009 at 6:32 pm
Dear Femme Fairy,
This is a great post and so true! It took me years to actually learn and implement the “no settling” rule and it’s saved me some recent heartache. Thank you for your words of wisdom and for reaffirming my belief that the girl femme is out there for this boi.
Ps. Thanks for the note on my blog, I’m glad you like the term “HOPEFUL” romantic, feel free to borrow it any time.
FemmeFairyGodmother
August 4th, 2009 at 7:11 pm
LB Boi – I know she’s out there! You just have to wait til she shows up. I’ll most likely be when you are absolutely least expecting it. Where in the world are you? I meet lots of fabulous femmes … if I find one near you, I’ll send her your way!
firewomyn
August 8th, 2009 at 10:36 am
So FFG’s a matchmaker too?
Love the post because of the wisdom in choosing a bag that very well applies to life too! clever
G
August 29th, 2009 at 4:51 am
It took me a minute to learn this lesson, that’s for sure. And some of it was because I didn’t realizing I was settling … I thought it was what I deserved.
Needless to say, those times are long gone. I’m so damn picky now, and I’m truly at peace with the fact that I’d rather be single and happy with myself than miserable and in a relationship. Thanks for sharing this.
Akki
September 2nd, 2009 at 11:21 pm
The fact that you have a closet full of bags, of every size, shape and color and that you fall in love with a bag at first sight might be an indicator. Of what I don’t know. And it is true, don’t settle, especially if you had the best and didn’t know it at the time. You know, immaturity…blah, blah, blah. And who but our loved ones find some of our quirks adorable and others annoying as hell? Monthly cycles can change the perspective in a heartbeat. What are the features, specifications and loving potentials? Yup, I don’t settle for anything less than the best from me, why wouldn’t I do the same for me? Thanks for your eloquence.